You can't live your life blaming your failures on your parents and what they did or didn't do for you. You're dealt the cards that you're dealt. I realised it was a waste of time to be angry at my parents and feel sorry for myself.
Building one space station for everyone was and is insane: we should have...
In hindsight it may even seem inevitable that a socialist society will starve...
I'd visit the near future close enough that someone might want to talk to...
I'd repair our education system or replace it with something that works.