I have no problems with private schools. I graduated from one and so did my mother. Private schools are useful and we often use public funds to pay for their infrastructures and other common needs.
Repeat anything often enough and it will start to become you.
You are your greatest asset. Put your time effort and money into training...
Getting in touch with your true self must be your first priority.
Do what you fear most and you control fear.
I never see failure as failure but only as the game I must play and win.