There's pros and cons of a big church. Cons is I don't get to know everybody I don't get to go to their ballgame I don't get to marry everybody but the pros are you get all this community 800 ushers come in to serve getting there at 7 in the morning on their day off and coming in on Saturday to make all those wafers.
I love my family and I miss them very much but I'm a new person now. I know a lot of people will not agree with what I've done but it was right for me.