Solitude is not something you must hope for in the future. Rather it is a deepening of the present and unless you look for it in the present you will never find it.
I got very famous for a minute and then it just all went away you know? And for the last 20 years - you've got to pick yourself up and dust yourself off and then go on your merry way and start again in a sense and that's what I've been doing.