At her birthday my seven-year-old daughter will say that she wants these big cakes and certain expensive toys as presents and I can't say no to her. It would just break my heart. But when I was little for birthdays we just played outside and we were happy if we got any cake.
You're just left with yourself all the time whatever you do anyway. You've got to get down to your own God in your own temple. It's all down to you mate.