Part of me suspects that I'm a loser and the other part of me thinks I'm God Almighty.
I've learned that football sometimes was an outlet. It was a way for me to release anger release frustration.
As a former football player who has carried a football more than 4 000 times...
I don't have to get up in the morning and go beat up my body like I used to....
My mom said 'Don't get married. You're too young. Go out there and...
I'm horrible in the mornings. I'm grumpy.
Just get out. Just leave.
It was honestly, it was torture.
