I think movies have much more magic than the theater. Theater can be a magical experience but movies thrust their subjectivity on you in a more profound way.
I think a certain amount of anger has been a fuel of mine if you want - but also some sort of sadness and plain mischief of course.
My dreams are of water. And my nightmares.
I'm horrible in the mornings. I'm grumpy.
Just get out. Just leave.
It was honestly, it was torture.