No nothing has changed in my life at all and nothing would change if I had millions.
That was the reasoning behind learning to play bass and then after that it was more like it was neat to play songs together - for me to play bass and for him to play guitar.
As far as thinking about death and murder and various ways of killing people...
In school, I studied psychology, linguistics, neuroscience. I understand...
Any fool can know. The point is to understand.
If you want to learn something, just steal it