I don't know what the future holds but I know that God holds tomorrow so it is exciting. Even when I have hard things happen He loves me so big so much. I come through it and I grow from it because He has got me.
Life is suffering. Life is not resistance to suffering. The point of life is to suffer. This is why we're here: We're here to suffer. I believe in a higher power that compassionately allows suffering for us as a race to grow and mature.