I always like to win. But I'm the big sister. I want to make sure she has everything even if I don't have anything. It's hard. I love her too much. That's what counts.
My very best friend died in a car accident when I was 16 years old. That was the hardest blow emotionally that I have ever had to endure. Suddenly you realize tomorrow might not come. Now I live by the motto 'Today is what I have.'