Yeah it's odd when you look back at your own work. Some filmmakers don't look back at their work at all. I look at my work a lot actually. I feel like I learned something while looking at stuff I've done in terms of what I'm going to do in the future mistakes I've made and things at work or what have you.
It is an interesting and demonstrable fact that all children are atheists and were religion not inculcated into their minds they would remain so.