I know I have to be like people expect because people love to dream with me they like to think that I love my boat of 50 metres that I drink Cristal for breakfast that I dance until five o'clock in the morning. I am not like that.
I suffered from post-natal depression after Rowan was born. I had a healthy beautiful baby girl and I couldn't look at her. I couldn't hold her smile at her. All I wanted was to disappear and die.
