Being a funny person does an awful lot of things to you. You feel that you mustn't get serious with people. They don't expect it from you and they don't want to see it. You're not entitled to be serious you're a clown.
If I'm in a relationship that girl gets showered with letters from the road. I pour my heart into it.
All my life affection has been showered upon me and every forward step I have made has been taken in spite of it.