If you don't die of thirst there are blessings in the desert. You can be pulled into limitlessness which we all yearn for or you can do the beauty of minutiae the scrimshaw of tiny and precise. The sky is your ocean and the crystal silence will uplift you like great gospel music or Neil Young.
Architecture should speak of its time and place but yearn for timelessness.
I hope to find the roles that are age appropriate but not yearning to be younger or parenting ad nauseam.
Every age yearns for a more beautiful world. The deeper the desperation and the depression about the confusing present the more intense that yearning.